Hi.
Jasmine is the name♡
i smile when i am happy, i turn quiet when i am sad. i laugh very loud when i am crazy. Give me nth but fun and happiness.
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i have a lovely boy, he is funny and cute, he make silly faces, he says lame jokes, he is the clown of my life. with him around, everything spell wonderful. he might not be the ideal boyfriend who is romantic or super give in to you but he is everything i ever wish for, right from the beginning.
♥ Date: Friday, January 29, 2010
Am I the reason people always leave?
Am I the reason all these things keep happening to me?
Maybe I’m just destined to be alone...
the way i do things always made people feel like i dont care.
the way i said dont link to the things i do.
but the feelings inside me, no one knows it but me.
the mixed feeling, the feeling can could eat me up. i always let my feeling lead me.
i need my courage, the courage to let ppl know i do love and care them.
the courage to let me do what i need to do, but where is it? i dont know.
ya, i am always saying, saying saying, but where are the actions...
i must be starting to bore ppl out. because my saying no longer mean a thing anymore.
because my actions getting lesser and lesser,
because fear is overpowering without courage.
fear always been fear, the one who make you hesitate whether to do things a not, making you doubts if its right or wrong. & yeah, fear been leading me to a dead end & i dont know how to walked out of this stupid maze alone.
but in life, you have no one but you. you get yourself into this shit, you get yourself out alone.
you lost in a maze, you find ways to walk out yourself. no one can/will help you.
the battle between me and fear, fear always had smth to win me no matter how hard i tried.
i know i might finding excuse to myself but it was not true, all i need was courage. and i can tell you, most ppl are like me, lacking of courage to do things they know it's right. they let fear lead them. but what we dont know is that courage is all along with us, just that we need to search and when we find it, nth would be diffcult, AND I WILL FIND MY COURAGE!!
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