Hi.
Jasmine is the name♡
i smile when i am happy, i turn quiet when i am sad. i laugh very loud when i am crazy. Give me nth but fun and happiness.
♡♡♡♡♡
i have a lovely boy, he is funny and cute, he make silly faces, he says lame jokes, he is the clown of my life. with him around, everything spell wonderful. he might not be the ideal boyfriend who is romantic or super give in to you but he is everything i ever wish for, right from the beginning.
♥ Date: Thursday, October 15, 2009
lazy to edit my previous post so i decided to type one more then.
wei ming call me just now to tell me some news that i didnt expect to hear. i will be joining e other class next week onwards and now only that, i dont really like the timetable for that class. i dont like the idea of holiday first then cramp all modules after holi, i know i cannot cope with stress so if i were to go to that class, GOOD GAME for me le.
& not only that, all of us will have electives and mine is the only one that will be from 6PM to 9PM, like who the fuck will have lessons till so late. gosh. other ppl who have the same electives as me, they have it in e morning but not me la.
ya, i cant stop swearing and curses when wei ming told me, & guess what, after baby ask me what happen, i cried. because after wm told me my timetable, stress is first thing on my mind, like how i am so bad with coping with stress & like how i cope with o's level ss, which cause me to go crazy and i even cried so bad over it. ( i have no idea why o's level ss came into my mind that time but ya ) plus the times where i was so stress up, i live in my world and made my parents and sister so worry for me because when they talk to me, i did not respond. i just sat there, reading on my bed. even when eating, i ate my food and head back to my room, no where but my room.
i know things wont be as bad as i thought but i dont know why, the bad times always came up first on my mind. nvm, i guess things are alway start from bad, then at e end, turn good. some time to cheer me up.
so baby was shocked to see me crying so badly on e bus, trying to calm me down. at first i couldnt believe why do all these suay thing happen to me, like wtf are they trying to do, make a fool out of me or what. but i always believe that no matter how bad things are, in e end, i will gain more, i will experience more, i will grow stronger. i dont know since when do i have such thinking, like from primary school? or maybe kindergarden? believing that things are arrange this way for a reason but some how along the way, sometime it just put me down, make me sadder, make me weaker. which make me now, a girl who cry like damn easily, a girl who is soft hearted.
anyway, thanks a zillion to baby who cheer me up, even though he has no idea what the big fuss to cry about. ya, i know, this is nth big but i'm just sad, like normal sad. i'm not like other ppl who can act like nth big happen, because i am not such ppl. i can cry a river just watching sad drama, i pity old ppl when i see them walking alone in a busy road, i can cry when i see how parents just put their kids in my working place to go jackpot and left their only kid wander in a big place on their own.
went airport to eat, got my mood back, laugh extra much today, had extra fun with baby today. with baby around for me, i know this tough journey will be turn easier. thanks baby again, love you much much. ♥
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