Hi.
Jasmine is the name♡
i smile when i am happy, i turn quiet when i am sad. i laugh very loud when i am crazy. Give me nth but fun and happiness.
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i have a lovely boy, he is funny and cute, he make silly faces, he says lame jokes, he is the clown of my life. with him around, everything spell wonderful. he might not be the ideal boyfriend who is romantic or super give in to you but he is everything i ever wish for, right from the beginning.
♥ Date: Tuesday, June 2, 2009
things been bad lately.
problems after problems.
been crying for past few days.
sort of quarrel with baby. i dont want this relationship to end but both of us were like suffering. i hope things will be better. i dont want things to repeat....
it hurts when i speak out.
he hurt me in certain way, while i hurt him in certain way.....
why cant love be simple?
received complains ( expected ) from some ppl. went down to ek to settle it. good thing it didnt turn out bad. but still zzz about it.
friends were awesome, especially briana.
hahas. she accompanied me. of course sandra and lam too.
they understand what i am going through.
my mood super low.
when my mood is low, i dont talk much.
i'm tired of staying strong, i'm tired of being happy in front of my friends when i am not.
headache been with me since last week.
how i wish my head could just blurst so that i wont have to think of anything again.
holidays coming but before that i have two more assignment to do. one is in progress while e other one not started yet. i hope from now till holi, everything will be fine.
baby going vietam next week. i will super miss him. plus now all these problems... made both of us drained. i wish i could find a better solution to solve it. so that both of us wasn't hurt so much or perhaps not hurt at all.
i have been lacking of sleep lately. i want my beauty sleep!! i need my bed, my pillow, my bear.
i want to sleep and never wake up again.
i want to sit by the seaside and listen to the waves and enjoy the wind. i want to eat a lot of ice cream so i could brain freeze. i want colours so that my world will be colourful. i want music to bring out my mood. i want my teddy bears so i could hug them. i want to cycle so that my problems will be blow away. i want to have fun till i drop.
will be grateful of you all dont ask what happen. (:
will be grateful of you all dont ask what happen. (:
i need to get myself back before i lost myself.
i dont need a reason to cry.
crying make me calm down.
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