♥ Date: Saturday, May 9, 2009
lots of things happen recently. within two days, i cried teo times.
one time before i went to work, e other time after i work....
baby was upset, i kept everything to myself, not replying him when he ask am i ok, throwing my temper and just walked away. he saw me cried and he did too. things been so fk up for me. have no idea how is these going to be solve.
i'm afraid i might be tired of all these. i dont want these to happen again, whereby i feel so fk up due to no reasons, feel as if the world is turning against me.
this just isnt fair to baby. i bought him so much sadness, i kept everything to myself which made him no idea why and what bothering me.
sorry.