♥ Date: Sunday, February 22, 2009
it's scary how a person changed after certain situation.
it scares me, really.
it's like the person you knew is no longer there, the shell is there, but the mind isn't the same anymore.
just like today, i have no idea what to say, what to think about it.
i believe what my feeling tells me.
but i dont believe that you're the one actually doing it.
i'm tired, of feelings.
i'm tired of feeling sad whenever i had problems with family/friends/relationship.
i'm tired of acting fine when my heart is aching so much.
i'm tired of thinking what did i do wrong to make things end up this way.
i'm tired, of being me.
i'm very tired. i got no more strength to continue this miserable-feeling-game.
i'm not a perfect girl.
i'm just a girl who ppl love/like/hate/dislike.
a girl with emotions.
i'm not good at expressing myself, i dont go round telling ppl how i feel.
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you have no idea how happy am i when you talk to me.
i happy till i cried.
i'm just too overjoyed